Filling the days between now and then

I get results a week from today. Sure, I am afraid about that, and I am also anxioulsy awaiting this big reveal with an even bigger sense of impending disappointment. By that I mean that I am mostly certian that I will come away from that appointment with more questions than answers and a deeper sense of not knowing what is really going on with this thing. Such an inspiration this day, I know.

The cool thing is that I have lots of things scheduled for this week. They have been intentionally put into place to offer delightful destraction. Yay for that!

Today I am going to see a movie with my son. Tomorrow I am planning a trip for us to the zoo. Wednesday is my weekly trek to Memphis for the NA meeting. Thursday is going to be my laundry day. Friday is a Fourth of July thing with family followed by a big party at my friend's house. Saturday I am driving to Middle Tennessee to have a late 4th thing with my friends' family. My son is going with me and then I am taking him to meet his dad on Sunday for his trip to Georgia. That night I am going to see a show in Nashville. Which brings me to a week from today when I go for my appointment at 1:30 with Dr. Branch.

Do I think all of this will happen as planned? Psht. No. But I am going to hope that the last part goes relatively smoothly. I am going to miss Nathan so much while he is gone to see his dad. I wish he wasn't going. I think they suck for taking him down there at this time. Seems like they would be able to see that they are really being thoughtless. But I guess that is how it is with thoughtless people. Blah.

Enough for now. We are going to go swimming before we head to the movie. It's a little bit cooler today than it has been over the past few days. Cold water swimming!