What I Aint Got

I am in the bell jar. Deep in a funk that knows no bottom. Aint got no job, aint got no prospects, aint got nothing but a bitter feeling that the last 6 years have been a wash. It's when I get to this place that I start to do really dumb stuff. What kind of stuff you might ask? Well, for example...

Looking for people that I don't need to even know anymore and wondering how they are doing. Allowing myself to wax nostalgic for something that was only ever disaster.

Beginning projects that I have no way of finishing and not doing the things that need to be done like dishes and cleaning in general. If you have been to my house lately you can see evidence of either projects or undone messes in every corner.

Checking job sites and classifieds for every kind of employment that I don't need to have. It really is amazing just how many "jobs" that are adverstised are actually aimed at making the poor poorer. Anyone who is looking for a job right now should know that there is no such thing as a job that requires only 20 hours a week and promises you 6 figures a year.

If you really, really know me then you know that I have some things standing in my way between me and a job I want. I am looking for a hacksaw and a blowtorch and maybe some of those nukes in order to destroy that road block. I need connections, baby, and man oh man, I aint got those either.

Looking for some inspration, so here are some other things I aint got:
Aint got a man bringing me down
Aint got to walk in the heat
Aint alone
Aint got the kind of cancer that is going to kill me
Aint got a sick child
Aint got to worry