This morning I fed me a bowl of cereal and then I fed the cat a bowl of food. The dog chases us both, and it feels like a zoo. Will these be the days I look back on and know that I was happy? I hope so.
The depression comes in waves. Today it washed over me before I got out of bed, but I am fighting it off. I am making a plan for my day, and I am going to try to feel accomplished before the day is over. It's almost exclusively work stuff, but it is stuff that I can manage. Today I will work on things that I know I can do in the time I have to do them.
We are a week and a half away from Spring Break, and we are looking forward to a change in the routine. Now, Spring Break is usually when I hunker down and work, so I am going to take special care enjoy the time to work at a slower pace, and we are actually going on a tiny trip just to break up the average. I hope we have fun.
Alright, time to do the thing I said I would do. February has been weird this year. It was warm last week, and I dug out my sandals. There's a flake or two in the forecast now. I'm not sure what I want, from the weather or from life.
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